A woman shares her story of mourning hoping that maybe telling someone might free the pain in her heart. She will never forget the day she asked her husband why he felt the need to have so many guns in the house, “To protect my family” was his response and she accepted that. But years later when she receives a call from the police to come home, her life was forever changed. Arriving at the home she gets the information that her husband thought their son was an intruder and he shot him as he got a bowl of cereal out of the kitchen. She recounts that evening and the time since the shooting. She shares her heartbreaking story of living a wonderful life with the man that she loved who adored her and their son that brought her pure joy, to loosing her son and walking away from her husband because she just can’t forgive him for what he has done. As she moves forward she finds herself asking all of the questions she should have asked before they started a family, “Why do you need so many guns?” She can’t seem to forgive herself for a situation that she feels she could have prevented.  Her pain is raw and her story will affect every person who knows someone with a firearm and a family.